As Told to PLUS Contributor, Michelle Renee
Doubt, fear and shame haunted me at a very young and tender age.
Early traumas shaped my self-view while creating a 'disconnect' between
my own body and me. From childhood until my late twenties, I
struggled with body image.
I was the slow, ugly duckling... tall, awkward with big breasts and large
feet.... I attempted to hide my perceived imperfections from peers
because repeated ridicule and being the butt of jokes was deeply
painful...
In my late 20's, through a series of life changing events, a light
flickered on in my mind and in my heart. A lifeline had been extended
to me. I felt alive. Slowly, yet surely, I began to peel away those
hardened protective layers to discover my God given curves.
What I know for sure is that every cell and curve of my body was
magnificently and uniquely made... for a purpose. I embrace and
accentuate what I feel are my strong features and those not so strong
features, I've learned to make peace with.
My journey is ongoing. There are moments when that old saboteur
threatens to force me back into that deep dark hole of fear, shame and
doubt. But I have learned to fight and stare the lies down. I know how
far I've come and I am not going' back.
I am proud and thankful to be a warm blooded W-O-M-A-N... who is busty,
curvy and tall. It is my intention to be an inspiration to all females
who have struggled with accepting and learning to love their own
curves. If I can heal and grow, they can too.
Learn to love the skin you're in, maximize your gifts and thrive.
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